And all you do is let me down. No matter how long we pretend that everything's okay between us, let's face it, it's really not. You can't find the time, I don't have the patience anymore. I can't wait around for you hoping that you'll come knocking at my door asking to try again. Maybe the old you would've done that, the guy I liked so much but the new version, he just doesn't seem the type. He ignores me when I need him most, barely acknowledges me when I see him out, priorities everything and everyone over me. That's the guy you said you'd never be yet here you are doing exactly that. You never seem to have a reason for leaving me in the lurch and you rarely apologise for being a dick. You know full well it's shitty behaviour but you do it anyway.
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well. I thought that someone would be you. You're meant to be the good guy but as per usual, the good guy actually turns out to be a dickhead once I get involved with them. I get that you don't know what you're doing in a relationship but if I recall, I never even asked you for that. It's not difficult to just treat a girl right.
I stare at your photograph, still sleep in that shirt you left and nobody knows it but me. Maybe it's time I just got rid of your shirt but do I have the heart to do so? Probably not. Will I give it you back? Never.
Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much. Or maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up. Maybe it was all my fault, maybe I was too eager. But wouldn't you rather have someone care about you too much rather than not enough? I'm sure I would. But none of that matters now because I literally just give up. I can't be bothered to find time for someone who won't find time for me.
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