Tuesday, 12 November 2013

I've been giving out chances everytime...

And all you do is let me down. No matter how long we pretend that everything's okay between us, let's face it, it's really not. You can't find the time, I don't have the patience anymore. I can't wait around for you hoping that you'll come knocking at my door asking to try again. Maybe the old you would've done that, the guy I liked so much but the new version, he just doesn't seem the type. He ignores me when I need him most, barely acknowledges me when I see him out, priorities everything and everyone over me. That's the guy you said you'd never be yet here you are doing exactly that. You never seem to have a reason for leaving me in the lurch and you rarely apologise for being a dick. You know full well it's shitty behaviour but you do it anyway.

I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well. I thought that someone would be you. You're meant to be the good guy but as per usual, the good guy actually turns out to be a dickhead once I get involved with them. I get that you don't know what you're doing in a relationship but if I recall, I never even asked you for that. It's not difficult to just treat a girl right.

I stare at your photograph, still sleep in that shirt you left and nobody knows it but me. Maybe it's time I just got rid of your shirt but do I have the heart to do so? Probably not. Will I give it you back? Never.

Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much. Or maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up. Maybe it was all my fault, maybe I was too eager. But wouldn't you rather have someone care about you too much rather than not enough? I'm sure I would. But none of that matters now because I literally just give up. I can't be bothered to find time for someone who won't find time for me.

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